See, everything starts out alright. I mean I spent the night at my best friends house (now don't get offended, cuz she is so much to me, and I'm not offending you but she is my best friend) and we had loads of fun despite the awkward silences. But when I get home, okay, I have no problem with cleaning, I'm going to Breakin' Curfew tonight right? The one night a year I get to spend with all my closest friends dancing, moshing, and watching interesting stuff, with joking and the like on the side. Wrong. Without a parent there's no chaperone, with no chaperone, no going for Anna. I'm not trying to guilt people, cuz I KNOW my mom reads this, and all night she's been going "I'm sorry sweetie." but somehow it just makes me frusterated. Sorry is NOT going to fix this night, or year, or everything and anything. It's attempting an apology. I mean, I appreciate how they were trying to be safe and all, but I miss all of them more then anything. I just wanted to..y'know, see them again..I'll live, and people have it worse. I just needed to get this out somewhere.
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And I'd give up forever to touch you, cuz I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life, and sooner or later it's over, I just don't wanna miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, cuz I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Friday, May 4, 2007
Lyke OMG.
Grr. dumb boys. dumb evaarything. EXCEPT THAT I AM AT MY BEST FRIENDS HOUSE! BOYAKASHA!!!!!!!! *cough* Anyhoo, turned out I don't have a rolled ankle, just a pulled muscle. Good fun....And WHY DOES NO ONE COMMENT! EVER! DO YOU NOT LOOOOVE MEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Ehehe...me crazy.
-------Caustic Sarcasm
Get a load of me, get a load of you, walking down the street and I hardly know you. It's just like we were meant to be. Here we are we're at the beginning we haven't fucked yet, but our heads are spinning. Why can't I breathe, whenever I think about you, why can't I speak, whenever I talk about you, and why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
-------Caustic Sarcasm
Get a load of me, get a load of you, walking down the street and I hardly know you. It's just like we were meant to be. Here we are we're at the beginning we haven't fucked yet, but our heads are spinning. Why can't I breathe, whenever I think about you, why can't I speak, whenever I talk about you, and why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Thursday, May 3, 2007
GOOD DAY
I had a day that started out spectacularily bad, but turned better and better. I scored a goal in soccer, I got along with Ms. Gleason, but not my soccer coach >.> <.<, I apologized at least one of the lacrosse players I poked at, so my conscience isn't nagging me anymore. I'm in a good mood. Despite my good ankle or what was being swelled up. Heh...But am enjoying day except tons of hw.
---Caustic Sarcasm
You wanna know more, more, more about me. I'm the girl who was kicking the coke machine, I'm the one that's honkin' at you cuz I left late again...HEY! HEY! HEY! Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah, don't judge me no morrow by the way I'm acting take the words with the actions, do with all your reactions yeah, HEY, HEY, get tangled up in me.
---Caustic Sarcasm
You wanna know more, more, more about me. I'm the girl who was kicking the coke machine, I'm the one that's honkin' at you cuz I left late again...HEY! HEY! HEY! Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah, don't judge me no morrow by the way I'm acting take the words with the actions, do with all your reactions yeah, HEY, HEY, get tangled up in me.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
heh..the joys of being sick -.-
I was sick. All day, meaning I got plagued by nasuea, dizziness, and vague creepy irritating dreams when I managed to sleep. And overheating, lots of that.But other than that just mostly daydreaming, occasional vegetating, and with the right intentions hw. But this science stuff is killing me cuz I don't know how to describe how in the name o' the gods the stupid lemon battery works in my "own words" grrr. Dumb assignment, I did this in 4th grade why do it again ARRGGGHHH!!!!
------Caustic Sarcasm
I am extroradinary, if you'd ever get to know me, I am extroardinary, I am just you're ordinary average every day sane psycho, supergoddess, average everyday sane psycho. So dig a little deeper, cuz, you still don't get it yet, see me naked my mind, needs a prim and a fix, and I'll make, I'll make you love me. (I'm aware this song is stalkerish, I just like it, highschool musical fans eat your heart out!)
------Caustic Sarcasm
I am extroradinary, if you'd ever get to know me, I am extroardinary, I am just you're ordinary average every day sane psycho, supergoddess, average everyday sane psycho. So dig a little deeper, cuz, you still don't get it yet, see me naked my mind, needs a prim and a fix, and I'll make, I'll make you love me. (I'm aware this song is stalkerish, I just like it, highschool musical fans eat your heart out!)
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
hallo...
So..early. And I feel like shit. literally, because I ate pizza last night and it made my tummy upset and is still upset. Wah. And this is a short post cuz it's so early. and I really need to stop using and at the beginning of sentances, and post more often. Le sigh.
EDIT: and I really hate today. I got pulled into Science shit cuz Ms Gleason was being irritating, I get she's upset, but other people have...whatever. And I had a math test which sucked as much as usual, and for all I know I've sucessfully made the lacrosse team hate me by being a bitch because I had a bad day. Being the person I am, I take it out on other people, seeing as they were available..whatever. And am also very confused, and grumpy, and I want more sugary stuff and less homework. And a life. one of those'd do me juuust fine.
--------Caustic Sarcasm
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake. I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season. Yeah we walked through the door, so accusing, their eyes, like have any right at all to criticize. Hypocrites they're all here for the very same reason. Life's like an hourglass glued to the table, no one can find the rewind button girl, and cradle your head in your hands, and breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe. Wanna hold him maybe I'll just think about it.
EDIT: and I really hate today. I got pulled into Science shit cuz Ms Gleason was being irritating, I get she's upset, but other people have...whatever. And I had a math test which sucked as much as usual, and for all I know I've sucessfully made the lacrosse team hate me by being a bitch because I had a bad day. Being the person I am, I take it out on other people, seeing as they were available..whatever. And am also very confused, and grumpy, and I want more sugary stuff and less homework. And a life. one of those'd do me juuust fine.
--------Caustic Sarcasm
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake. I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season. Yeah we walked through the door, so accusing, their eyes, like have any right at all to criticize. Hypocrites they're all here for the very same reason. Life's like an hourglass glued to the table, no one can find the rewind button girl, and cradle your head in your hands, and breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe. Wanna hold him maybe I'll just think about it.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Wow..
this is so messed up. Feh, dumb compy >.>. And heads up for those who hate my ranting, see the next larrrge spot and skip it until you see a line like the one under this.
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This is so messed up. What is wrong with civilization? You can always rely on people gushing on. and on. AND ON. when it comes to that someone. Either that or they clam up. But again, what's with girls going i am not wooorrthyy or saying OMG Were soo gunna go out! I <3 him ayada...yada...YADA. News flash, no guy is gonna come along on a white horse treat us with respect and love, and joking, unless you're either a) one of the lucky few who've been married/dating awhile b) another lucky one whose going out with someone or soon to. See the thing is, while it's all good and dandy for you people, the rest of us, who don't, who're seen as weird, or constantly beat on ourselves? Yeah, we DON'T get the guy. we DON'T get a happy ever after. And while I'm incredibly happy for my friends who end up doing well for themselves...well at least save a couple of us the gushing for like five seconds. I respect your want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend, but what about us un's who have no mutual crushes. Just one...embaressing one. But go about your normal lives. Cuz I'm just a crazy ranty girl. ^^
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So besides that, my blog was screwed up. For a looong while. (Aka all of today), so I'm a little annnoyed. And mostly with myself. See while in soccer the other day we lost (2-0) and while playing I killed my ankle. So is now swelled up. Hugely so, and turning interesting colors. And also explain to me how the hell I can get pushed out of my own bed, by a small furry animal known as cats. HOW? I woke up several times with my cat spread out across my pillow, and me hugged up against the railing/wall. Someone explain the phsyics of this cuz it's not making sense to me
-------Caustic Sarcasm
It's time to say a word, say it like you mean it. He spoke with his song of hearts, as my eyes hold back, hoping for an end, One too many condescending battles for a friend. I'll try to stay awake when I go when i get home I'll try to stay awake over the phone so I can tell the truth tell the truth..
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This is so messed up. What is wrong with civilization? You can always rely on people gushing on. and on. AND ON. when it comes to that someone. Either that or they clam up. But again, what's with girls going i am not wooorrthyy or saying OMG Were soo gunna go out! I <3 him ayada...yada...YADA. News flash, no guy is gonna come along on a white horse treat us with respect and love, and joking, unless you're either a) one of the lucky few who've been married/dating awhile b) another lucky one whose going out with someone or soon to. See the thing is, while it's all good and dandy for you people, the rest of us, who don't, who're seen as weird, or constantly beat on ourselves? Yeah, we DON'T get the guy. we DON'T get a happy ever after. And while I'm incredibly happy for my friends who end up doing well for themselves...well at least save a couple of us the gushing for like five seconds. I respect your want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend, but what about us un's who have no mutual crushes. Just one...embaressing one. But go about your normal lives. Cuz I'm just a crazy ranty girl. ^^
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So besides that, my blog was screwed up. For a looong while. (Aka all of today), so I'm a little annnoyed. And mostly with myself. See while in soccer the other day we lost (2-0) and while playing I killed my ankle. So is now swelled up. Hugely so, and turning interesting colors. And also explain to me how the hell I can get pushed out of my own bed, by a small furry animal known as cats. HOW? I woke up several times with my cat spread out across my pillow, and me hugged up against the railing/wall. Someone explain the phsyics of this cuz it's not making sense to me
-------Caustic Sarcasm
It's time to say a word, say it like you mean it. He spoke with his song of hearts, as my eyes hold back, hoping for an end, One too many condescending battles for a friend. I'll try to stay awake when I go when i get home I'll try to stay awake over the phone so I can tell the truth tell the truth..
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Moments of the week...or day..or...or...LOOK WHATS THAT A DISTRACTION!
Long title I know, heh...And awhile since I posted. The last one was just kind of provoked explosion after a long..month/week of holding everything in and keeping myself mostly in check. And then I spent a day in silence after losing a bet. -.-. First time for everything, and I had a quarter riding on that one. *Sigh*. Pity us broke people! Anyhoo, if I can go, lacrosse game should be at least vaguely amusing. Seeing as I have no idea how lacrosse works except for what I pried out of Arnettt in gettysburg when Sahar wanted to switch seats to watch mean girls. So....all I know is it's some soccer and some football. With rugby mixed in. And there is sticks and violence involved. Huzzah, now if only it wasn't the same time as soccer practice...heh, anyways, wish me luck for tomorrow I play soccer with our little team! My first time playing with gh...I miss the godaiko allstars. We were so together...*sniffle* ah well can't have everything! Gnehehe...
-----Caustic Sarcasm
My eyes, can't believe what they have seen, in the corner of your room you've stock-piled millions of my memories. O Doctor doctor, I must have gotten sick somehow, I'm going to ask you a series of questions and I want them answered on the spot right now...Is it serious? I'm afraid it is. Am I gonna die? Well son, death is gonna catch up to all one day, you're just going quicker then always, some things will need a breaking to taking and here's what I'm saying, hold your heads high heavy hearts, so take a chance and make it big cuz it's the last you'll ever get, and we'll take it, when will we make it. I make plans, big plans, cuz I've been planning something big, planning...
-----Caustic Sarcasm
My eyes, can't believe what they have seen, in the corner of your room you've stock-piled millions of my memories. O Doctor doctor, I must have gotten sick somehow, I'm going to ask you a series of questions and I want them answered on the spot right now...Is it serious? I'm afraid it is. Am I gonna die? Well son, death is gonna catch up to all one day, you're just going quicker then always, some things will need a breaking to taking and here's what I'm saying, hold your heads high heavy hearts, so take a chance and make it big cuz it's the last you'll ever get, and we'll take it, when will we make it. I make plans, big plans, cuz I've been planning something big, planning...
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