See, everything starts out alright. I mean I spent the night at my best friends house (now don't get offended, cuz she is so much to me, and I'm not offending you but she is my best friend) and we had loads of fun despite the awkward silences. But when I get home, okay, I have no problem with cleaning, I'm going to Breakin' Curfew tonight right? The one night a year I get to spend with all my closest friends dancing, moshing, and watching interesting stuff, with joking and the like on the side. Wrong. Without a parent there's no chaperone, with no chaperone, no going for Anna. I'm not trying to guilt people, cuz I KNOW my mom reads this, and all night she's been going "I'm sorry sweetie." but somehow it just makes me frusterated. Sorry is NOT going to fix this night, or year, or everything and anything. It's attempting an apology. I mean, I appreciate how they were trying to be safe and all, but I miss all of them more then anything. I just wanted to..y'know, see them again..I'll live, and people have it worse. I just needed to get this out somewhere.
----Caustic Sarcasm
And I'd give up forever to touch you, cuz I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life, and sooner or later it's over, I just don't wanna miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, cuz I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
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i dont know if my parents read mine.
i dont swear much at all on it, so it doesn't matter whichway to me.
I litterally went to hell today. I got a Ham and Swiss at the Damn site inn. It was fun. Anyways, sorry bout that. :) hope your life gets alittle more happy. Yayness.
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