One day in hell? that can be swiftly arranged...

See, everything starts out alright. I mean I spent the night at my best friends house (now don't get offended, cuz she is so much to me, and I'm not offending you but she is my best friend) and we had loads of fun despite the awkward silences. But when I get home, okay, I have no problem with cleaning, I'm going to Breakin' Curfew tonight right? The one night a year I get to spend with all my closest friends dancing, moshing, and watching interesting stuff, with joking and the like on the side. Wrong. Without a parent there's no chaperone, with no chaperone, no going for Anna. I'm not trying to guilt people, cuz I KNOW my mom reads this, and all night she's been going "I'm sorry sweetie." but somehow it just makes me frusterated. Sorry is NOT going to fix this night, or year, or everything and anything. It's attempting an apology. I mean, I appreciate how they were trying to be safe and all, but I miss all of them more then anything. I just wanted to..y'know, see them again..I'll live, and people have it worse. I just needed to get this out somewhere.
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And I'd give up forever to touch you, cuz I know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life, and sooner or later it's over, I just don't wanna miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, cuz I don't think that they'd understand, when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.

Lyke OMG.

Grr. dumb boys. dumb evaarything. EXCEPT THAT I AM AT MY BEST FRIENDS HOUSE! BOYAKASHA!!!!!!!! *cough* Anyhoo, turned out I don't have a rolled ankle, just a pulled muscle. Good fun....And WHY DOES NO ONE COMMENT! EVER! DO YOU NOT LOOOOVE MEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Ehehe...me crazy.
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Get a load of me, get a load of you, walking down the street and I hardly know you. It's just like we were meant to be. Here we are we're at the beginning we haven't fucked yet, but our heads are spinning. Why can't I breathe, whenever I think about you, why can't I speak, whenever I talk about you, and why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

GOOD DAY

I had a day that started out spectacularily bad, but turned better and better. I scored a goal in soccer, I got along with Ms. Gleason, but not my soccer coach >.> <.<, I apologized at least one of the lacrosse players I poked at, so my conscience isn't nagging me anymore. I'm in a good mood. Despite my good ankle or what was being swelled up. Heh...But am enjoying day except tons of hw.
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You wanna know more, more, more about me. I'm the girl who was kicking the coke machine, I'm the one that's honkin' at you cuz I left late again...HEY! HEY! HEY! Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah, don't judge me no morrow by the way I'm acting take the words with the actions, do with all your reactions yeah, HEY, HEY, get tangled up in me.

heh..the joys of being sick -.-

I was sick. All day, meaning I got plagued by nasuea, dizziness, and vague creepy irritating dreams when I managed to sleep. And overheating, lots of that.But other than that just mostly daydreaming, occasional vegetating, and with the right intentions hw. But this science stuff is killing me cuz I don't know how to describe how in the name o' the gods the stupid lemon battery works in my "own words" grrr. Dumb assignment, I did this in 4th grade why do it again ARRGGGHHH!!!!
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I am extroradinary, if you'd ever get to know me, I am extroardinary, I am just you're ordinary average every day sane psycho, supergoddess, average everyday sane psycho. So dig a little deeper, cuz, you still don't get it yet, see me naked my mind, needs a prim and a fix, and I'll make, I'll make you love me. (I'm aware this song is stalkerish, I just like it, highschool musical fans eat your heart out!)

hallo...

So..early. And I feel like shit. literally, because I ate pizza last night and it made my tummy upset and is still upset. Wah. And this is a short post cuz it's so early. and I really need to stop using and at the beginning of sentances, and post more often. Le sigh.
EDIT: and I really hate today. I got pulled into Science shit cuz Ms Gleason was being irritating, I get she's upset, but other people have...whatever. And I had a math test which sucked as much as usual, and for all I know I've sucessfully made the lacrosse team hate me by being a bitch because I had a bad day. Being the person I am, I take it out on other people, seeing as they were available..whatever. And am also very confused, and grumpy, and I want more sugary stuff and less homework. And a life. one of those'd do me juuust fine.
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Can you help me unravel my latest mistake. I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season. Yeah we walked through the door, so accusing, their eyes, like have any right at all to criticize. Hypocrites they're all here for the very same reason. Life's like an hourglass glued to the table, no one can find the rewind button girl, and cradle your head in your hands, and breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe. Wanna hold him maybe I'll just think about it.