I want someone provocative and talkative, but it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower...

yeah. Last post was blunt. And Honest. I've got a lot on my mind and alot of stress. Foremost being my terror of getting left in the dust by my friends but that's just my paranoia. Don't get me wrong, I've got great people as friends, I just feel very left out some times..Eh. 'tever. Odd thing of the week/day/month Jadams and I have actually been getting along. As in civil. As in no constant stream of insults. Go figure on that one. And Nina? I'ma sing where I please, whether you like it or not.
---Caustic Sarcasm
I said I'd move on and I'd leave it alone. But before I walked out there was something that I need you to know. I got lost in the blink of an eye. I can never get back, no I can never go back. You were not there when I wanted to say that you were everything right and it wasn't you but me who should change, but I'll never give up, no I'll never give up..What am I fighting for there must be something more For all these words I sing, do you feel anything?

Happy hopeless heartless looking for the answer

The title and music quote say it all.
---Caustic Sarcasm
I walk the line of the disappointed. I celebrate when I'm in pain. My heart and mind, can be disjointed. I built a bed in this hole I made.I recognize that I am damaged.I sympathize that you are too. I wanna breathe without feeling so self-concious, but it's hard when the world's staring at you. Another piece of the puzzle that doesn't fit. You throw your arms up your so damn sick of it. What are you searching for, love love love love...