Saturday, May 12, 2007

Sooo, about that dance the other day!

It was..fun. Alot moreso then I thought. I danced with a lot of the 7th grade girls for the fast songs, and we had a lot of fun cuz we made a circle and put people in the middle! For one night in my life I was smexy like Nina or Lauren or Mckenna. Bwhaha. And I got up the guts to ask people to dance. One person danced out of I think pity cuz I was being a whiny bitch. heh. And I asked the other two. One of which being an interest of mine. BAM! Take that Ninabobina, "Interaction is the key part of a relationship" howdya like them apples! :P and I'm still revved up. But I'm sad, cuz I came like an hour and a half late. If my idiotic little brother hadn't chosen to get desert I woulda been at least a little earlier. GRRRRRR. BUT! I had a lot of fun, I got high off sprite, ran off comforting people, and there were very few slow dances and lots of fast ones, and despite "Since U Been Gone" and "Stacy's mom" getting played, they were all hellueva fun. Comment if you love me or liked the dance and hate me anyways! XD
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There's a place off ocean avenue where I used to sit and talk with you. We were both sixteen and it felt so right, sleepin' all day stayin' up all, niiiight. Stayin' up all niight. And there's a place on the corner of cherry street, where we used to go and sit on the beach, we were both eighteen and it felt so right sleeping all day stayin up all, niiight, staying up all, niiight. If I could find you now, things would get better. We could leave this town, and run forever, Let your waves crash down and take me away away away.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Hear that thunking noise? That's my head on the desk...

See, you think everything is fine, and for my normally soap opera and completely chaotic life, it is. Despite some interests being missing from school today. And having tutoring, which SUCKS I might add, why couldn't I of gotten the smart genes dammit! Who the hell am I kidding, everything's fine except my still liking someone who isn't mutual. I'll live, much as I wish they weren't leaving. Ah well, things happen, and hopefully I haven't screwed much more up. I'll live, and what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.
-------Caustic Sarcasm
I'm having the day from hell, it was all going so well (before you came), and you told me you needed space, with a kiss on the side of my face (not again) and not to mention, the tears I shed, I shoulda kicked your (ass instead), i need intervention, attention to stop temptation to scream, well baby, everything's ffed up straight from the heart tell me what do you do when it all falls apart, gotta pick myself up, when do I start, cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart.