SO..so...Sean Masters Djed (as usual) very amusing games. Umm..Me and 'Kenna played pool against Josh and Xavier and we woulda won, we were like...down to the 8 ball and the white one. But we didn't. Twas vary sad. Occasionally I went out to dance (in my "scandalous" outfit that a lot of the girls complimented). Ehm. Never fast-danced with anyone. Joked around with Josh and Marion and Ninabobina. Had ticklewars with 'Kenna after she lost in foozeball to me. THEN me and Nina beat Chris and ...was it Jim or Adam? Anyways, we beat them because I made some amazing one-shots, then me and Chris played each other one on one and we got up till there was one point for us to either win or lose and he won cuz I scored 3 own goals. I LOST TO A FRICKIN BOY! NOOOOOOOO cue the dramatics here please. Naw, I'm kidding, he's pretty good at foozeball. Then I played..who was it? Katelend..Meredith..oh yeah it was 'Kayla. And then there was slowdances. Two of them. Now, let's get something clear folks, I.DO.NOT.LIKE.SLOW.DaNcInG. Because it does the stabby pain in my chest. Because I'm watching all these other people be happy with their boyfriend or girlfriend, or someone they like, and I never get asked. And I never have the guts to ask the dude I like. And then 'Kenna ran off and asked him to dance with me, so we thought he might, then it looked like he was heading towards Dorothea to ask her, so 'Kenna looked really mad, so I kinda...ran off towards the pool table to compose myself and just watch the game, headed back, bumped into said crush. Said crush asks me for a dance. I asked him if 'Kenna had put him up to it, and he said no. I think he was trying to be nice, but he is a REALLY bad liar. But a cute one XD. I just found it a li'l bit odd he danced with me instead of the chick he likes and has asked out. Bah. Thanks 'Kenna! And Meghna? Thou art WRONG, I'll explain online if I get the time. So there. Not much more to say I guess.
P.S. Love is way overrated. Everyone thinks crushes are a good thing? NEWS FLASH THEY ARE NOT.
---Caustic Sarcasm
So I said what's the problem baby? What's the problem I dunno, well, maybe I'm in love (love) think about it, every time I think about it, can't stop thinking 'bout. So I said I'm snowball running. Running down from this spring that's counting on this love, melting under blue skies, belching out sunlight-shimmering love. Well baby I sure entered to the strawberry ice-cream never,ever,ever on this love. Well Didn't meant it to you, but there's not escaping this love. Aw, these lines of lightning need will never alone,never alone, nono, come on come on, turn a little faster come on come on, JUMP a little higher. Come on come on, once upon a time we were in love. In love. accidentally, I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love I'm, accidentally in love..
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Like the ocean under the moon..
Wow. It's now the last day of school. Over, done, etc. Lets review shall we?
Civics: INSANE. Mr jones was like "This is your last crack at it" and Jordyn looks up and is like "crack?" to which there is LONG silence. And then later something happened I forget what but Jordyn again was like "holy cow" and then the class progressed with silliness.
Spanish:Spent the ENTIRE time folding paper cranes and talking to Meredith. And Joe Silveira. Which was vaguely amusing and weird.
Science: Ms. Gleason was all grumpy in the beginning cuz some LOSERS have been trashing her room. But then she was all sad. And then while we were in the fishbowl, Chris, J'amie, and Nick walked by outside, and J'amie pointed and laughed so I made a generally rude gesture indicating flipping the bird. Because J'amie is just the type of person to understand that.
Math: Oh gods. That was INSANE. Everyone was insanely nuts, and stuff. And I talked to people. And glared at John. had a li'l glaring contest. So there. And Katelend wouldn't stop crying until after English. AND Lauren, Taylor, and Sara wouldn't (or couldn't) stop laughing.
Advisory lunch: general silliness with sadness and hugs.
English: INSANE. Paper Airplane throwing, weird looks from Adam, talking about really thick books I've read with Chris cuz Ms. Beal or someone came in to give Ms. Ficks a book that was HUGE to sign and then Chris was like 5 minutes after me, saying that he "had read thicker ones" so I started guessing and he said no to all of them. I MUST KNOW WHAT IT WAS XD.
Dance: i brought in Santana cd Supernatural. IT WAS AWESOME. I swear, if someone requests smooth to dance to I will be the happiest child ALIVE. Despite not getting danced with. BUT me and Katie Meringue danced. Which means stepping small steps forward and backwards with LOTS of hip movement. I think I got some looks. :P
Orchestra: BOOORIING Just sat and did theory.
After school:orthadonture. we all hate it. YOU HATE IT YOU FOOLS YOU HATE IT.
WAY after school: Me:"Jadams you leaving Greenhills ever?" John: "probably" Me: "When?" John: "I DON'T KNOW" Me: "...asshole" thus ends our evercontinous war. And Meghna YOU ARE WRONG WIPE THAT SMIRK OFF YOUR FACE FOOL!
--Caustic Sarcasm
oh Maria Maria
She fell in love in East L.A.
To the sounds of the guitar, yeah, yeah
Played by Carlos Santana
Stop the looting, stop the shooting
Pick pocking on the corner
See as the rich is getting richer
The poorer is getting poorer
See mi y Maria on the corner
Thinking of ways to make it better
In my mailbox there's an eviction letter
Somebody just said see you later
Ahora vengo mama chula mama chula
Ahora vengo mama chula (east coast)
Civics: INSANE. Mr jones was like "This is your last crack at it" and Jordyn looks up and is like "crack?" to which there is LONG silence. And then later something happened I forget what but Jordyn again was like "holy cow" and then the class progressed with silliness.
Spanish:Spent the ENTIRE time folding paper cranes and talking to Meredith. And Joe Silveira. Which was vaguely amusing and weird.
Science: Ms. Gleason was all grumpy in the beginning cuz some LOSERS have been trashing her room. But then she was all sad. And then while we were in the fishbowl, Chris, J'amie, and Nick walked by outside, and J'amie pointed and laughed so I made a generally rude gesture indicating flipping the bird. Because J'amie is just the type of person to understand that.
Math: Oh gods. That was INSANE. Everyone was insanely nuts, and stuff. And I talked to people. And glared at John. had a li'l glaring contest. So there. And Katelend wouldn't stop crying until after English. AND Lauren, Taylor, and Sara wouldn't (or couldn't) stop laughing.
Advisory lunch: general silliness with sadness and hugs.
English: INSANE. Paper Airplane throwing, weird looks from Adam, talking about really thick books I've read with Chris cuz Ms. Beal or someone came in to give Ms. Ficks a book that was HUGE to sign and then Chris was like 5 minutes after me, saying that he "had read thicker ones" so I started guessing and he said no to all of them. I MUST KNOW WHAT IT WAS XD.
Dance: i brought in Santana cd Supernatural. IT WAS AWESOME. I swear, if someone requests smooth to dance to I will be the happiest child ALIVE. Despite not getting danced with. BUT me and Katie Meringue danced. Which means stepping small steps forward and backwards with LOTS of hip movement. I think I got some looks. :P
Orchestra: BOOORIING Just sat and did theory.
After school:orthadonture. we all hate it. YOU HATE IT YOU FOOLS YOU HATE IT.
WAY after school: Me:"Jadams you leaving Greenhills ever?" John: "probably" Me: "When?" John: "I DON'T KNOW" Me: "...asshole" thus ends our evercontinous war. And Meghna YOU ARE WRONG WIPE THAT SMIRK OFF YOUR FACE FOOL!
--Caustic Sarcasm
oh Maria Maria
She fell in love in East L.A.
To the sounds of the guitar, yeah, yeah
Played by Carlos Santana
Stop the looting, stop the shooting
Pick pocking on the corner
See as the rich is getting richer
The poorer is getting poorer
See mi y Maria on the corner
Thinking of ways to make it better
In my mailbox there's an eviction letter
Somebody just said see you later
Ahora vengo mama chula mama chula
Ahora vengo mama chula (east coast)
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
meh
One step closer to being freshmen. And a huge part of me is going YEEEEEES I GET TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING. The rest..well I've expressed repeatedly what the rest is saying. Meaning, NO I DON'T WANT TO NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN WAHAHAHA..etc. Yeah. Dance class tomorrow I'm bringing my santana cd Supernatural. I luffers it for dancing. So there. Ehhhmm..Math review sucks but that's to be expected. Short post I know lovelies, but it's all you get for not commenting. ;) oh yeah and Lauren; make him beg for you to come back. Ta all
---Caustic Sarcasm
Get a load of me, get a load of you, walkin' down the street and I hardly know you (hardly know you), it's just like we were meant to be, holding hands with you and we're out at night, got a girlfriend you say it isn't right (isn't ri-hight) and I've got someone waiting too. What's this it's just the beginning, we're already wet, but we're gonna go swimmin. Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you, Why can't I speak, whenever I talk about you, it's inevitable it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it, so tell me, why can't I breathe whenever I think about you.
---Caustic Sarcasm
Get a load of me, get a load of you, walkin' down the street and I hardly know you (hardly know you), it's just like we were meant to be, holding hands with you and we're out at night, got a girlfriend you say it isn't right (isn't ri-hight) and I've got someone waiting too. What's this it's just the beginning, we're already wet, but we're gonna go swimmin. Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you, Why can't I speak, whenever I talk about you, it's inevitable it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it, so tell me, why can't I breathe whenever I think about you.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Eh...que Pasa?
Not much here. We had the last concert of the year band/orchestra. All was good. Except that we messed up on apalachian sunrise and MS. HENDERSON IS GONNA KILL UUSS. Well...me and Nick at any rate. BUT IT WAS NICK'S FAULT! He kept moving his fingers and...okay I'm done. :P But the after thing was fun, I got to see my little buddy! Aka Tema, whose Mr. Cohen's daughter, who always begs piggy-backs offa me. But she had to leave early cuz while chasing me she fell in a puddle. Had fun. Talked to a bunch of people *cough* BOY *cough* *ducks stuff thrown at her by common sense* wow. Did that sound as schizo as I think it did. I honestly can say it was a pretty boring day. Except for Densie& Chris's Sketch. And Ninabobina's, Jadams, Meredith's, and Anna Davis's sketch. That was fun. All of those. They were SO good. But Ben and Emily's took the cake LAAUUREEN you made me get all nervous in math by making me think about it and I forgot my lines and people were staring noohooohooooooo. *cough* now I'm really truly honestly done. Yeah whatever. And this song is dedicated (or the lyrics are) to people trying to reach someone they lurve. Cuz that's how much a romantic I am. BAM BITCHES.
P.S. Should I wear my hair in pigtails tomorrow? BRAIDED pigtails? Cuz I think I might. XD
---Caustic Sarcasm
This time, this place, misused, mistakes. Too long, too late. Who was I to make you wait? Just one chance, just one breath, just in case there's just one left, cuz you know, you know, you know, I love you. I have loved you all along. And I miss you. Far away for far too long. I keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never know, stop breathing if I don't see you anymore. On my knees, I'll ask, last chance for one last dance. Cuz with you, we stand, all of them at your end. I'd give it all to be for us, your anything but I won't give up, cuz you know you know you know, I love you, I have loved you all along. And I miss you. Far away for far too long, I keep dreaming, you'll be with me, and you'll never go. Stop breathing, if I don't see you anymore.
P.S. Should I wear my hair in pigtails tomorrow? BRAIDED pigtails? Cuz I think I might. XD
---Caustic Sarcasm
This time, this place, misused, mistakes. Too long, too late. Who was I to make you wait? Just one chance, just one breath, just in case there's just one left, cuz you know, you know, you know, I love you. I have loved you all along. And I miss you. Far away for far too long. I keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never know, stop breathing if I don't see you anymore. On my knees, I'll ask, last chance for one last dance. Cuz with you, we stand, all of them at your end. I'd give it all to be for us, your anything but I won't give up, cuz you know you know you know, I love you, I have loved you all along. And I miss you. Far away for far too long, I keep dreaming, you'll be with me, and you'll never go. Stop breathing, if I don't see you anymore.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
WARNING:EMO POST
This post is all about the wishes, wants, wouldn'ts and feelings of this year. It's mostly directed around the guy I was crushing on and still am. Huzzah. Comment as you like.
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-I feel like I'm going to be sick when I'm in the same room as him
-I feel worse if he or I aren't somewhere we could have/should have been and had the chance to see him
-I wish he could have noticed me
-I wish we had no classes together and he was just another obscure figure in my mind.
-I wish he would look at me once the same way I look at him
-I wanted him to ask me to dance or ask me out.
-I wish he acted like J'amie so I didn't get along with him
-I wouldn't want that because he's nice as people go, and ...sweet
-I wish I could have just gotten over him in December or November
-I wish he was coming back next year
-I feel glad he's not because I won't have a constant ache in my chest
-I wouldn't want him to leave because that ache will be worse next year
-I wish that a hot italian guy would come into our grade next year. With a decent brain outside his groin.
-I posted that one just to annoy you guys
-I wouldn't have dreamed things would turn out so wrong.
-I wish that someone would notice me as something more than a friend whose short and emo sometimes
-I wish I had better control over my temper
-I wish the past few months had been what the entire year was like
-I wish I was at my old school so I could've had my old friends with me, and things didn't have to of changed
-I feel it's good I left because they changed and I did too
-I almost wish I didn't change
-I wish I had the guts to tell him, every day, instead of just looking away and sighing
-I wish he wouldn't fucking LEAVE
-I wish my mom and dad trusted me with my emotions
-I know they won't because I'm a teenager and they worry about me because they love me
-I wish that I wasn't a freak
-I feel like it's a good thing to stand out, live with it
-This post is too long. bye
----Caustic Sarcasm
Let's go back, back to the beginning , back to when the earth the sun the stars all aligned, cuz perfect, didn't feel so perfect, trying to fit a square into a circle, was no lie, I defined, I, let the rain fall down and wake my dreams, let it wash away my sanity, cuz I wanna hear the thunder I want to scream, let the rain fall down I'm coming clean. I'm shedding. Shedding every color, trying to find a pigment that only makes me, who I am, let the rain fall down and wake my dreams let it wash away my sanity cuz I wanna hear the thunder I want to scream, let the rain fall down, I'm coming clean
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-I feel like I'm going to be sick when I'm in the same room as him
-I feel worse if he or I aren't somewhere we could have/should have been and had the chance to see him
-I wish he could have noticed me
-I wish we had no classes together and he was just another obscure figure in my mind.
-I wish he would look at me once the same way I look at him
-I wanted him to ask me to dance or ask me out.
-I wish he acted like J'amie so I didn't get along with him
-I wouldn't want that because he's nice as people go, and ...sweet
-I wish I could have just gotten over him in December or November
-I wish he was coming back next year
-I feel glad he's not because I won't have a constant ache in my chest
-I wouldn't want him to leave because that ache will be worse next year
-I wish that a hot italian guy would come into our grade next year. With a decent brain outside his groin.
-I posted that one just to annoy you guys
-I wouldn't have dreamed things would turn out so wrong.
-I wish that someone would notice me as something more than a friend whose short and emo sometimes
-I wish I had better control over my temper
-I wish the past few months had been what the entire year was like
-I wish I was at my old school so I could've had my old friends with me, and things didn't have to of changed
-I feel it's good I left because they changed and I did too
-I almost wish I didn't change
-I wish I had the guts to tell him, every day, instead of just looking away and sighing
-I wish he wouldn't fucking LEAVE
-I wish my mom and dad trusted me with my emotions
-I know they won't because I'm a teenager and they worry about me because they love me
-I wish that I wasn't a freak
-I feel like it's a good thing to stand out, live with it
-This post is too long. bye
----Caustic Sarcasm
Let's go back, back to the beginning , back to when the earth the sun the stars all aligned, cuz perfect, didn't feel so perfect, trying to fit a square into a circle, was no lie, I defined, I, let the rain fall down and wake my dreams, let it wash away my sanity, cuz I wanna hear the thunder I want to scream, let the rain fall down I'm coming clean. I'm shedding. Shedding every color, trying to find a pigment that only makes me, who I am, let the rain fall down and wake my dreams let it wash away my sanity cuz I wanna hear the thunder I want to scream, let the rain fall down, I'm coming clean
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