Wow. That was alot of ranting and moping last post. Don't I feel all genius-y. Teehee. NOT!!! Hohum...not much happened today, woke up way to early with weird dreams, napped for a while with a kitty kneading through my pants with his claws -.-'. Ehmm...talked to Ninabobina and Marion alot last night. Mostly about the last post's angst and stuff, I think I just needed to bleed it off for one night instead of bottling it all up. Ah well, can't say I do much more then whine mostly. Not really having much more to say. The night isn't that young, but have a good year, and a good life. Ack, now I'm getting sentimental, next thing ya know I'll be yelling in a cranky voice about you "damn kids getting off my lawn" wheee.
----Caustic Sarcasm
This is a hint that you take, And you pull and you find a way to get out of what you got yourself into, But when you try, But when you try to get out you’ll never find ,That most definitely I will be attracted to you, If you pick my left side, Because you know how we do, I’m selfish as selfish as comes, You’re giving me a run for my money
Honey
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Friday, May 18, 2007
Crash and burn
Before I says anything, ANYTHING, MOTHER OF MINE DO NOT READ THIS.
----ahem
I guess I'm kinda down in teh dumps right now. I'm a little confused, hellueva annoyed, and sad. Now, some of you may know who I like, in fact most of you probably do. But HE, yes he, despite the fact that I defend homosexuals, you homophobes you, that doesn't mean I am a homosexual, anyways, HE is leaving next year. Chao, adios, all the way away from greenhills, he ain't coming back. Not now, not ever after this year. People can call me a loser and alot of times, it's true for some things, no this isn't my self esteem speaking from it's vantage point of under a boot, it's me. Loser girl who gave her shredded up little bitty selfish heart to a guy who doesn't even give a damn, tho he gets points for being nicer about it then most people. At any rate, I'm really kinda sad right now just cuz of this all, and am fairly confused at where I'm at in life. I'll live, I always do, I'm just not sure that next year I'm going to have all of me with me. Dramatic as this sounds (and I am the queen of drama) I'm going to have a hole where my heart is, cuz this boy somehow managed to steal that pathetic thing known as my heart. Joy to the bloody whiney world. BAM! Gratzi to those who put up with my insufferable whining day in and day out.
EDIT: Post if you love me, or at least managed to read through this insufferable whineyness
------Caustic Sarcasm
Broken this fragile thing now, and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces, and I've thrown my words all around, but I can't, I can't give you a reason. I feel so broken up (so broken up), and I give up, (I give up), I just wanna tell you so you know, here I go, scream my lungs out, and try to get to you, you are my only one, I let go, there's just no one, who gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one. Made my mistakes let you down, and I can't, I can't hold on for too long, ran my whole life in the ground, and I can't, I can't get up when you're gone, somethings breaking up (breaking up), I feel like giving up (like giving up), I won't walk out until you know..
----ahem
I guess I'm kinda down in teh dumps right now. I'm a little confused, hellueva annoyed, and sad. Now, some of you may know who I like, in fact most of you probably do. But HE, yes he, despite the fact that I defend homosexuals, you homophobes you, that doesn't mean I am a homosexual, anyways, HE is leaving next year. Chao, adios, all the way away from greenhills, he ain't coming back. Not now, not ever after this year. People can call me a loser and alot of times, it's true for some things, no this isn't my self esteem speaking from it's vantage point of under a boot, it's me. Loser girl who gave her shredded up little bitty selfish heart to a guy who doesn't even give a damn, tho he gets points for being nicer about it then most people. At any rate, I'm really kinda sad right now just cuz of this all, and am fairly confused at where I'm at in life. I'll live, I always do, I'm just not sure that next year I'm going to have all of me with me. Dramatic as this sounds (and I am the queen of drama) I'm going to have a hole where my heart is, cuz this boy somehow managed to steal that pathetic thing known as my heart. Joy to the bloody whiney world. BAM! Gratzi to those who put up with my insufferable whining day in and day out.
EDIT: Post if you love me, or at least managed to read through this insufferable whineyness
------Caustic Sarcasm
Broken this fragile thing now, and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces, and I've thrown my words all around, but I can't, I can't give you a reason. I feel so broken up (so broken up), and I give up, (I give up), I just wanna tell you so you know, here I go, scream my lungs out, and try to get to you, you are my only one, I let go, there's just no one, who gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one. Made my mistakes let you down, and I can't, I can't hold on for too long, ran my whole life in the ground, and I can't, I can't get up when you're gone, somethings breaking up (breaking up), I feel like giving up (like giving up), I won't walk out until you know..
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I Scream you SCREAM we all SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM! AIIEEE! XD
MY GOD! I cannot help but feel almost...Idunno NUMB. I have no doubt by the time I go entirely numb I won't cry, laugh, or even taste food..But I'm not for now. The bus ride back made me feel like a loner ALOT but the bus ride on the way was fun. I got clued in alot on the way there. Teehee. "THE BALL KILLED GEORGIE!!" ---Maya But I am in a very good mood now I got ice cream. MWHAHAHAHAHAHA*chokes* ahem. And my ankle is all taped up and in pain.And I HATE YOU ALL EXCEPT NINA AND MCKENNA CUZ YA'LL DON'T COMMENT DAMMIT! ARRRRRRRRGGGH!
-----Caustic Sarcasm
We keep ourselves a mystery, but we provide the clues. So the rest is up to you to get to to the obvious you're so serious so I guess it comes down to whacha got now gone and gone and give it up, whatcha got now, whatcha got now, dramatized and follow it rhymes on my back I may be ugly but they sure like to stare, dramatize things and follow me it rhymes on my back but they sure, but they sure, love to stare.
-----Caustic Sarcasm
We keep ourselves a mystery, but we provide the clues. So the rest is up to you to get to to the obvious you're so serious so I guess it comes down to whacha got now gone and gone and give it up, whatcha got now, whatcha got now, dramatized and follow it rhymes on my back I may be ugly but they sure like to stare, dramatize things and follow me it rhymes on my back but they sure, but they sure, love to stare.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I want someone provocative and talkative and it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
Today was fun. Despite in english where Nina and Meredith were decorating my itty bitty paper cranes in flowers. -.-' it was interesting to say the least. And my little brothers bottle rocket got the most height bwhaha. The only thing I'm a little irritated aboot is that the crush o' mine came in halfway through D period (math) and I had been having a good day til then. I'll live, I always do, and HOLY SHIT is it bad weather out there, I hope my mommy and daddy are okay. Yawn. I hope I'm not screwed over on the science test tho..POST POR FAVOR! Two people have posted on my last two posts.
------Caustic Sarcasm
I've got the gift of one-liners, and you've got the curse of curves and with this gift I can pose words, andd the question that comes forward are you pespiring from the irony of these lyrics and this is dead in filled and my wit won't allow it. The inside lingo had me at hello and we go where the money goes, The inside lingo had me at hello, I want someone provocative and talkative and it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower, and from I won't say no, her bone structure screams touch her touch and she's got the curse of curves, so with the gift of my one-liners, and my way, my way with words, it seems I'm hip from too tight-lipped, you're making something out of nothing.
------Caustic Sarcasm
I've got the gift of one-liners, and you've got the curse of curves and with this gift I can pose words, andd the question that comes forward are you pespiring from the irony of these lyrics and this is dead in filled and my wit won't allow it. The inside lingo had me at hello and we go where the money goes, The inside lingo had me at hello, I want someone provocative and talkative and it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower, and from I won't say no, her bone structure screams touch her touch and she's got the curse of curves, so with the gift of my one-liners, and my way, my way with words, it seems I'm hip from too tight-lipped, you're making something out of nothing.
Monday, May 14, 2007
so..tedium continues
Annd the tedium of an unwanted crush. hell I'll live, I'm just whinin' about it. Hmm as a recap of the former day: ran around doing house chores, made my mom white chocolate fool, stayed up till about 12ish finishing up me homework. Bleah. Currently, I have a headache and am being a whiny biotch. Feh. I gotta stop with the angst shit. Come to think of it most people should. SO THERE! And I got Chris Arnett to threaten to kill me today. He stole his big brother's jacket and said if I told anyone he'd kill me and I was gonna go find his brother or Andrew Lee(his brother's friend) and tell them, but I had soccer practice so I couldn't. Evil will have to wait another day XD. Bwhaha...first time I've seen him threaten someone other than J'amie. Hee. Now I'm just all loopy. NO ANGST DAMN YOU ALL IT'S MY TURF! YA'LL ARE S'POSED TO BE HAPPY! So there. I've done my part.
---------Caustic Sarcasm
It's a new day, but it all feels old, it's a good life, that's what I'm told, but everything it all just feels the same. And my highschool, it felt more to me, like a jail cell, a penitentiary, my time spent there it only made me see. That I don't ever wanna be like you, I don't wanna do the things you do, I'm never gonna hear a word you say and I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be you, don't wanna be just like you, oh what I'm sayin' is, this is the anthem, throw all your hands up, you, don't wanna be you.
---------Caustic Sarcasm
It's a new day, but it all feels old, it's a good life, that's what I'm told, but everything it all just feels the same. And my highschool, it felt more to me, like a jail cell, a penitentiary, my time spent there it only made me see. That I don't ever wanna be like you, I don't wanna do the things you do, I'm never gonna hear a word you say and I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be you, don't wanna be just like you, oh what I'm sayin' is, this is the anthem, throw all your hands up, you, don't wanna be you.
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